Sn0wfIak3
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Back and crazier than ever Aug 8, 2017

    1. Sn0wfIak3
      Sn0wfIak3
      Back and crazier than ever
      1. Pandagnome
        Pandagnome
        welcome back we miss the crazy
        Aug 8, 2017
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    2. Sn0wfIak3
      Sn0wfIak3
      Motherlover
      1. Torgue_Joey
        Torgue_Joey
        SORRY TO DISAPPOINT YOU.
        I. DON'T. LOVE. MY. MOMMA.
        Feb 17, 2017
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      2. Pandagnome
        Pandagnome
        it is ok your mama loves you!
        Feb 17, 2017
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    4. Sn0wfIak3
      Sn0wfIak3
      Two roads diverged in a wood and i, i took the one less traveled by and that has made all the difference.
      1. Pandagnome
        Pandagnome
        Your path is clear... hardly any foot prints perhaps the paths will cross or lead else where? Those steps can take you far beyond maybe the rabbit is just around the corner!
        Jan 31, 2017
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    5. Sn0wfIak3
      Sn0wfIak3
      Pats himself on head. See, i told you i could learn the "behave" stuff.
    6. Sn0wfIak3
      Sn0wfIak3
      There was a rumble on the apartments below me. So i shouted "Im drunk, naked and looking for a fight."
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      3. Sn0wfIak3
        Sn0wfIak3
        Fighting a naked drunk dude, that's a Friday night to remember.
        Dec 9, 2016
      4. Pandagnome
        Pandagnome
        perhaps they were watching a really weird show in surround sound with rumbling alien/zombies!!!
        Dec 10, 2016
      5. Sn0wfIak3
        Sn0wfIak3
        Nope, they were just being rude and obnoxious. Part of me wished they would have called my bluff.
        Dec 10, 2016
    7. Sn0wfIak3
      Sn0wfIak3
      I think we broke the FF forum. Now i have to go back to Facebook. That sucks, i called everyone there a narcissist, they asked me to leave.
      1. Pandagnome
        Pandagnome
        perhaps they were terrified of the truth !!
        Dec 8, 2016
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        203
        The original lyrics say "raw", but nobody gets it.
        Sep 17, 2016
      2. Sn0wfIak3
        Sn0wfIak3
        Ah didn't know that. So... raw raw fight the powa. Cool.
        Sep 17, 2016
    9. Sn0wfIak3
      Sn0wfIak3
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      3. Sn0wfIak3
        Sn0wfIak3
        lol
        Sep 16, 2016
    10. DARKB1KE
      DARKB1KE
      Do you have twitter or steam?
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      2. DARKB1KE
        DARKB1KE
        Is it that your mind won't stop or does your body actually go into shock?
        Sep 16, 2016
      3. Sn0wfIak3
        Sn0wfIak3
        Body, the mind just reacts to the stress and then it becomes a vicious circle. Lots of relaxation exercises help but i also have to confront myself with my triggers. Mentally i haven't been doing all that bad, i have fun with it as the progress that i mentally make from it is pretty impressive but my body fights me every step of the way. Painful but exciting.
        Sep 16, 2016
      4. Sn0wfIak3
        Sn0wfIak3
        There have been periods when my brain achieved "self-actualization" state a couple of times already. This comes along with a continued re-freshness of appreciation and peak experiences, they're awesome. Everything just becomes so beautiful. It's definitely something worth fighting for.
        Sep 16, 2016
    11. Ronyn
      Ronyn
      How is it going ? What games are you playing these days?
      1. Sn0wfIak3
        Sn0wfIak3
        Not many for the moment, dealing with some stuff. Heavily into DB super though :3
        Sep 7, 2016
      2. Pandagnome
        Pandagnome
        you should play killing floor 2 we can save lives and go to the trader
        what do you say?
        Sep 8, 2016
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    I believe a good leader leads by example.

    I have a personality disorder which isn't abnormal, most people in this society do. The hardest part of overcoming a personality disorder is not try to overcome it, waiting for it to fix itself. I also had severe PTSD and had it for fifteen years, only a year ago did i become aware of it. This came along with social anxieties. I've tried to overcome my social anxieties a lot but i was always bumping up against resistance. Little did i know, that resistance was my nervous system, go figure right.

    I'm also highly sensitive, i was not aware of this most of my life either so i decided to give up on gaming (at least for a long time) and most internet stuff in general. Not completely as it then still controls my life but on the very low end of moderation.

    One of the main reasons i fought so hard to overcome this is because i like the performing arts, always have but you can see how this could be a bit of a problem. If you can play a decent instrument, you can make a decent (enough) living just playing on a corner somewhere, it is doable. If you can juggle fire torches you can easily go from one cafe or restaurant to the next that has outside seating and the amount of money you can make in a short amount of time is pretty ridicules. Now imagine if you can do both. This is why i always say people should make their kids focus on their constructive hobbies, not so much their school or carrier, because in this day and age this is more a recipe for failure than it is for success.



    For the past year or so i've been working at overcoming these issues with quite a bit of success this summer, meeting a lot of other street performers and just generally alternative people in general. One guy that i met, was traveling the world as a street magician. It's again situational but when he was hanging out with us, he certainly wasn't going to starve any time soon.

    I mean how cool is that, he's traveling the world and (mostly) paying for it with a deck of cards. For accommodations there are always alternatives.

    http://www.wwoof.net/

    Dream big or go home.